Everyday I go to school and they make me learn things i don't want to learn. I DONT NEED TO KNOW THE FUCKING CAPITAL OF SURINAME!?!??!?!? Everyone in my choir class just sits there and plays with their slime and does each others hair AND IM LIKE EXCUSE ME YOU SIGNED UP FOR THIS CLASS??? ACT LIKE YOU WANT TO BE HERE? and i used to be in theater and it was the best years of my life because i could finally be around people who actually cared about something. And this morning i see that someone i knew from theater left to go to california and now shes going to be on tv while I'm just sitting here HAVING TO DO THINGS I HATE. IF MY FRIENDS KNEW IM SECRETLY EMO THEY WOULD LEAVE ME AND I JUST NEED TO EXPRESS MYSELF BUT I STILL NEED FRIENDS.